pretty cut throat.

so becca has introduced me to a new website which i adore, refinery29.com
i insist you check it out.

but more importantly! while exploring the website i found something i am now in love with! a contest! there are five necklaces all going to one person, all you have to do is come up with the best outfit that you would wear them with!
their vintage inspired pocket knife necklaces, turned into things beautiful. a gun, a mermaid all up for grabs!

go check it out kids,
http://www.refinery29.com/mary-andrews-pocket-knife-pendants.php

Lost - anouk

sound track to this post, lost by anouk.
its such a beautiful song.

anywayas i do not have much to say with this post.
iv been so busy lately with school starting up soon!
my birthday is coming up too, the week after next, august 25(:
im so excited!
all im doing is really dying my hair but its enough to just say iv gained a year of experience to add to my list of lifes acheivements.

i love you!
-bee.

my brain, the writer

we wait for life to find us.
like venimous snakes waiting to get eaten by a sky bound villain.
but we cant see the above, so we anticipate the shadows.
their a cue to run.
but when the shadows never come, we've just wasted the day.
and the nights are always worse for the fear feeds on the unknowing

everybody wants their life to be more exciting, more this, less that.
life is like a ball of play dough, shape it into what you want it to be.

forever, bee.

sir muffler drownyface the first.

That is my fish's name, although he goes by muffler. lately i see him staring through his bowl into my room, as if life is better on the outside. i do understand how he must be feeling, trapped in a place where you can see everything around you and yet you just cant seem to get there. i need to buy him a friend. im not sure how good of an idea that is though, because the last fish i had im pretty sure sir muffler killed. even though i had miss buzzlightyear before i had even brought muffler home so you would think buzzlightyear would have killed him. poor fish.

anyways. i said something in my last post about posting something iv written. at one point my cousin and i were convinced we could write a book. that idea soon went up in smoke. but i still have a few parts from the story ( the introduction of it that is ).
so here goes, a random passage from, the mustache diaries. (yes we really thought that would be a great novel idea)

The summer heat scorches the top of my head, along with every other inch of my body as i walk aimlessly, only the sidewalk can tell me where I'm going. i need to escape this concrete jungle that is society. the jungle, a beast eat snake, eat bird, eat seed kind of place where the most innocent thing gets devoured like cake at an eight year old's birthday party, and the only way to survive is to become the animal everyone else would run from. the animal your mother would be ashamed of, especially when she realizes that's exactly how she once was, probably still is.
the actuality of it is, once you'v unleashed the monster your parents trained you for years to never let out, you cant take it back. the pure goodness and virtue you had gathered within those years of childhood was instantly let loose like a dog in a cage fight, and that fight was fought til death leaving only the most powerful rabid creature, one with a striving hunger for superiority, oh how you'll live to feed it.


the story itself was originally going to be a mixture of chaos from various characters lives. their perspectives, ideas, and overall lives would be intertwined.
but we kind of stopped writing it. i hoped you liked it though.

til next time, bee<3

a few things.

in this crazy world, when iv had a horrible day, that turns itself into a week, that has turned itself into a horrible month, only a few things can get me through it. such things include chocolate, which really is helpful for relieving stress, great music, such as the songs find a way by safety suit and skeleton key by margot and the nuclear so and sos, and finally beyond amazing friends, becca. richard. natalia. i love you guys. by the way becca, im pretty sure youl end up reading this. so. come home already! or, i'll virtually punch you and claim it was revenge for virtually punching me first!

one of the original reasons i first started writing this blog was to get my writings out there. because believe it or not, im actually a fairly good writer. tomarrow i think i'll put some of it up here for you guys to read. bahhumbug if you dont like it.

also. she's out of my league. i love that movie. id give it 26 out of 10 stars.
my next virtual conquest shall be, animal house. i think its an older movie. but its looks funny.

love you guys, bee.

true love never ends

and my newest loves;
buffy the vampire slayer.
and veronica mars.

both shows are amazing. and demonstrate girls in power(:
feirce, and full of witty comebacks for the villains they are fighting.

another thing to point out,
school starts back up soon.
i know my summer goal was to get in shape and im sure many other people had the same one, but until now i wasnt even the slightest bit commited.
one word. yoga. although its rather cool much like yoda, it has nothing to do with starwars. (feel free to virtually punch me for the lame joke) its a great workout, with less sweating. its calm and very effective. i myself have been doing it daily for the past week and im starting to see an improvement, which i wasnt expecting. try it children.

Love bee.

ps. recycled air by the postal service

Threadscene

i havent posted in forever!
But i think this website will make up for it.

threadscene.com
i found it in one of the ads on facebook!
you'll like this website if you like urbanoutfitters.
or anything (pardon my language) hipster.

Things i like; that i think you might also.
(note. these clothing relate to urban outfitters not only by style; but also by price.)


























Even if these things arent your style.
go check out the site!
there absolutely is something for everyone!
and some of the stuff is a really good deal.
those oxfords are 33 dollars! give or take 20 dollars cheaper than average!
and better looking.
enjoy you fashionistas.

love, bee.